My aunt warlee’s last day. I’m kinda bummed. She stayed her for a while but she’s leaving back to Alaska. Time sure flies. Bittersweet. I’ll miss you dearly, hopefully I get to visit you up in Alaska. Have a safe trip, it’s not goodbye it’s see you later. Love you

My aunt warlee’s last day. I’m kinda bummed. She stayed her for a while but she’s leaving back to Alaska. Time sure flies. Bittersweet. I’ll miss you dearly, hopefully I get to visit you up in Alaska. Have a safe trip, it’s not goodbye it’s see you later. Love you

I was wrong to accuse someone about turning another person different. I feel bad. I learned. I need to open my feelings out more and expand my communication skills. I’m still learning, but I will get better. Lesson learned.

I wish I can take my medicines to cope with everything but I won’t. Not again. I hate how it makes me feel nauseous. And that xanax I’m afraid I’ll be addicted. I can’t rely on those. Some people may think it’s good for me, but is it really? You don’t know how it makes me feel. I feel like I wanna puke when I take my anti depressant. And with my xanax it fckn makes me feel like I’m high on a cloud and I’m a fckn druggie. Wtf. Like you can tell I’m on something and I don’t want people judging me by that. So frustrating.

I wish I could get away from this madness, just get away from everyone. I’m so sick both mentally and physically. I’m tired, restless, no appetite, I wanna throw up. I just want everything to end and go away.